Thursday, August 2, 2012

Live on Forever

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

It is over and done with

 Life has gone, and moved on.

 To somewhere special and somewhere unknowing

But our light will forever be glowing. 

How special it twas to have you for a while,

 I wish I didn't have to say goodbye. 

But life has moved on, 

and it is now gone, 

but the memory will live on forever

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

~MorganElizabeth
Composed on 6-11-12

Memory of Grandmother

To my grandmother

who passed away on April 22, 2012

at 1:13 pm

Roses turn black in the fading of light, 

the smiles that we wore are 

turned around at night. 

Our laughs live on, deep inside

And I think of all the good ol times.


Our long hikes up to the mountain top,

I'll never forget our favorite spot.

Or our little cafe we called 

"Morgans Johnny JumpUp Cake 

Cafe By the River'


We named trees and rocks, 

so we could see our progress as we 

went farther and

farther on our trail


The clay pots we make from scratch. 

How we had wet clay all up our arms,

and our legs were sore 

from moving the pedal round and round



The trips we made on our 4-wheelers, 

to take the dogs to a run to the ponds



Our expeditions up in the woods, to see what 

herbs we could find

and what kind of tea we could make

with them



The ring that you gave to me,

is something that I shall forever cherish



The stars that we studied 

through our own pair of binoculars 

We stayed up so late, 

forgetting about the clock

We laughed so hard,

we never wanted to stop




The smiles we shared, will never be forgotten.

And as the roses turn black on the outside, 

the memory lives on forever, deep inside 

Never to be forgotten


~MorganElizabeth
Composed on 4-23-12

Just To Wait It Out


I couldn't believe it,
you were everything I wanted
and more

You gave me gifts and life galore

So you can image the hurt that I felt
The moment that you
said we were over

Shock filled me,
a motion I had tried to avoid

I've tried to understand that somethings
just can't be,
but I’ll never get why you didn't
come back for
me

I feel empty,
almost hollow
And I feel so full of this feeling
they call sorrow

What could have been more real than
the two of us together?

Can't you see, that
that was the end of me

I write this for all of you,
that have had a
broken heart


It hurts
it's hard to accept
and
you'll always wonder what could have been changed

But the thing to remember
is that
if that one person broke your heart,
that person
wouldn't have kept you together
very long

It may be hard to find that one,
but in the end
all of your past loves, will
seem like
a day dream, that was only
your
imagination


~MorganElizabeth
Composed on 4-11-12

To Abby; Who Reads

Time was ticking,
I only had a few more minutes

I glanced at the clock almost
every instant.
What if I missed something?

What if I couldn't finish it tomorrow?
Oh!
Parting is such sweet sorrow!

I'm dying! I must know what
happens next!
Otherwise,
I can't participate in the contest!

I glanced at the pages that still linger,
and only
wish I could turn them with 
with my fingers

I'm frantic,
unsure of what to do.
Man! Wont someone send me a clue!

Can't people see,
I'm doing something extreme,
so stop trying
to message me!!

I look up, but only for a 
second and see,
Are they really trying to talk to me?

What makes them think I'm not
doing anything?
I promise it will be worth my while.

The last chapters fly by,
by golly,
is that really the time?

I have to go to bed!
Because there is something wrong with my head.
The pages go fuzzy,
my head is starting to drop.
Yet I must go on.

I come towards the end.
When mother comes in and turns off the light!
Oh no!
I'll never know!
Until I remember,
the flashlight under my bed,
just in case if this kind of thing happens

I get the light
and snuggle up tight.
Hoping my mother wont come in
and give me a fright.

The last page comes.

The End

And I soak into bliss,
already preparing a way to attain
the next book 

Hunger Games


Plain as day
but dark as night,
cold as wind
hot as ice

The fiery feeling building up
as I hear
the songbirds sing goodnight

The dizzy feeling
from hardly sleeping,
and waking before dawn

The sound of my sword
slashing through leaves, tearing at the sleeves
that hang down my arm

The hum of a bee who clearly sees me
makes my eyes go hazy,
and they are full of plead

Hunger fills me,
but there is nothing to eat
Only that of which I can get
and feast like kings

An unfinished price to pay
that is what life will bring me today

This game is for more than
one,
even though our causes are
quite the same

One by one they all
go down,
until that final one
stands alone

Will that one be you, or
are you destined to
go down first,

that is just it, no one knows
That is the point in making these blows

So I say good luck.
and hope you
survive,
Because I might send you a prize

Welcome, welcome
to
this odd pleasure

Of that which families grow
thinner with hunger

That is it,
you guessed it right,
I hope the
bugs don't get you tonight,

my finals words
before the timer starts

Are farewell,

And Welcome,
Welcome
to
the
Hunger
games


~MorganElizabeth
Composed on 4-04-12

Situations

My present situation
was one that I never want 
to encounter
again

Hiding while hunting was something
that I had
always been good at

Now, I am
not sure that hiding will help me in any
situation

Delaying is something that I
would have to 
avoid.

And I realize that I 
needed to move,
I needed to leave this place
as soon as I could 
fly

But once I am 
on my feet,
I realize
escape might not be 
so simple

Now, panic begins to set
in, and
I can't stay here

Flight is essential
and I 
needed to do that fast

But I can't let my 
fear show
now, not when I have come so far,

Not when everything
I have build up to
could be in jeopardy

I looked around and
I ran

Ran away 
from
each person here that would
harm me

I ran for my life


~MorganElizabeth
Composed on 4-02-12

Spring

Spring has sprung,
the bells have rung,
let us all be merry and gay.

And as the bells are ringing,
we'll all start singing,
to a pleasant and wonderful tune.

To the tune that we hear, 
we'll all give a cheer,
to the joy that is all around us.

To the joy that is given,
we'll all start wishin,
upon our evening star.

And to that star,
we are so very proud to call,
is our 
Spring star

And now,
we can finally say
that

Spring has sprung
Our bells have rung,
And we are all merry and gay







~MorganElizabeth
Composed on 3-26-12

Seasons

Though the window pane may be full of frost,
and they nights are dark
and grey,
Though the wind may howl and the rain may pound,
the only thing that I await for
is not only this weather to cease,
but for 
our
comforting talk to ease


Though the day may be long and bright,
and things get a little tight,
I'll always remember that you are near,
and that your
smile will bring the happy tears


You said that this year was the best,
and that it was all thanks to me.
You said that when the rain would pound and you
would see my name on your cell
every worry would leave.


But alas, some said that we wouldn't be together
long,
but to what reason,
I couldn't see.
Should I be worried at what they say?
Should I not
care and look the other way?


Or should I take the warning and leave?
Can't you see that
this is breaking me!

I've tried to forget them, 
and all the things
they say.


Please don't let those things be
true.
That is what I pray for day and night.




But I have to know,
do you?

Lost

The more I loved you the more I lost. 
The more I thought about you
no more did I gain
The more I gave you

The more I feared

I feel lost in my loneliness.
Will I ever be happy again?
When will this feeling cease?

This is what I think of
when 
I hear the word
lost

Loneliness.
Fear
Anguish
Rebellion

You said you'd go away that 
I wouldn't see
you again,
that my hurt would disappear
that I would be
whole again,
but why
so I see you face every now and then?

I may have lost many things,
but I still don't 
understand.
And so many things that I never
will



Sometimes when I dream,
the only
thing I can see is you.
But then,
you smile and leave.
And my heart breaks again and again

So just a little warning
that I may not forgive you,
this may be the
last of the kind
words that
I give.

But my thoughts linger,
'Where are you darling?'


~MorganElizabeth
Composed on 3-21-12

A Song I Remember Still

I felt a chill run over me,
something that I had never felt before

A thrilling tale caught my breath
as I saw your 
face walk in from the open door

Your eyes sparkled as
they
caught my attention

I was sure that I blushed, and I turned away
awaiting for some
fun games

You ran up the stairs as I ran down
that grin
again crossed your face
and we couldn't look away

Until the song,
the song I still can remember,
started to play

The music playful, 
but enchanting. 

You held open your hand from across
the room
and I walked over
and put
mine into yours

You twirled me unto the dance floor,
where 
we danced to a song 
the song I still remember today

 ~Morgan Elizabeth
Composed on 3-09-12

My Sad Song

This is too hard,
I can't believe my heart has lasted this long.
If you left for
a good reason, why do I still feel this emptiness?
If fate had brought
us together, why did we just let it go?

Even though it
has been so long, I can still feel so much pain.
I can't live through 
it, no, not anymore. 
How long will it take for you to love me
It feels like a knife that 
cuts you, but does your scar remain?

Can't I be your scar?
Engraved in you forever, let that scar remain.
I try to talk to you,
but I can never seem to reach you.

Every rose has a thorn,
Every thing has cost,
everyone has a sad song.

 If only this wasn't mine.















~Morgan Elizabeth
Composed on 3-02-12

Taken

My heart was taken by you . . . broken by you . . .
and now it is in pieces because of you.
our love is like falling down,
in the end you're hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.


You're the reason my world fell apart,
you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm the one that is still in love,
And I don't know why


A million words would not bring you back,
I know because I've tried,
neither would a million tears, trust me when I say,
I know, I've cried.


You always said you hate to see me hurt, and you hate
to see me cry
So all those times that you hurt me,
did you close your eyes?


I now can understand when someone says 'Sometimes its better to be alone. 
No one can hurt you that way.'
It might actually be true.
But I can't help help but think,
Tell me what I have to do today
'Cause I'd do anything to make this right.

Let us be again


Here I stand,
With everything to lose
And all I know is I don't want to ever see the end.
I'm reaching out for you
Won't you open up your heart and let me come in.



Because one day, you'll look back and think
Dang! That girl really
did love me . .

 ~Morgan ELizabeth
Composed on 3-01-12

Leap Year

Tis not very often we
get to experience this special occasion ,

as a fact, once every 4 years.

What a special time we live in today.
We were meant to
be here at this very moment.
Leap and be jolly! 

So don't waste it!
Don't think that this is the wrong time!
This is what we
were meant to live through!
Leap and be merry!

This is one of my favorite sayings is;

' Live,
Laugh,
Love'

And that is so true!
Live your life today.
Laugh with much gaiety.
Love with all your might
mind 
and,
soul.


Leap, and don't be weary. 


Tis Royal to be Loyal

~Morgan Elizabeth
Composed on 2-29-12

The Introduction



This is the introduction,
not the end.

A place where things unfold,
just like a book.

A place of longing, happiness,
joy.
Prosperity.

The place where things happen the right way,
not where 
we part in tears.

This is the place for a story about true love,
not about
dreams being torn apart.

The part of believing in what might be,
in hopes,
in dreams,
in all that will come to be.

A place to blossom like the flowers,
bright, beautiful and full of all things living.

The introduction,
to something unknowing, mysterious,
thrilling.

The introduction that unfolds
life.

~Morgan Elizabeth
Composed on 2-24-12

Awakening

As the breeze whispers through my hair,
I think I hear
your voice calling out my name.

I look into the wind, to see if it is 
really who I think it is. 
Or is the wind just playing with me?

Is that possible?
Could my eyes just be playing a trick. 
 Is it really you?

All this time, I was afraid that you wouldn't come back.
Afraid that it was 
over.

But to see your face made every
hope of you
returning to me come true.

A tearful smile made my face, and you
looked thoughtful into my
eyes.

Your warm hands again touched my face,
tears filled my eyes.

'Hush' you said 'I'm back, and
that will never happen
again'

Hearing your rough voice again lit up my face.

I felt whole again.
As if everything that had happened, 
was just a 
bad dream, and we were finally waking up.


~Morgan Elizabeth
Composed on 2-23-12

A Wish

As fast as you came,
you were gone.

It's been to long
since I have heard the birds cheerful chirps,
and your laugh that made me smile.

But thinking of my past, brings back
too many painful memories.

How you would bring mischief.
You always spoke to loudly,
at the library, just
to see me smile.

But I have learned to be cautious.
But caution just brings the exhaustion,
 of the memories that I had
once lived.

No longer shall I see thy face upon the
whethered hill.
The flashbacks that I see, must be no more than a dream.
Until my darling we see eye to eye,
and I shall be yours still.
But alas, I know tis just a wish,
A wish I shall never feel.



~Morgan Elizabeth
Composed on 2-22-12

Tresspass

Of everything that I gave
you still left.

Of everything you gave
you took it back.
Of every tear that ran from my face
you didn't turn back to
wipe them away.
Of every laugh that I gave,
a frown now takes it's place.

Time has slowed down,
I have never seen the clock move so slow.
I feel empty,
my heart wants to cry out.
In what?
In fear.
In isolation.
In grief.
In tears.

I'm afraid.
I no longer have the trust that you once gave.
Must we move on?
Can't we just pick up from where we left off?
You said no.
And now I understand
that there will no longer be those hands
to hold mine,
no longer the smile that made up mine,
no longer your love
that made my heart leap.

You trespassed on me.

And now that, I can see.








~Morgan Elizabeth
Composed on 2-21-12

You wanted

What more could you want?

You wanted my laugh,
I gave it,
You wanted my thoughts
I told them,
You wanted to know my ideas
I showed them,
You wanted to know me
I let you,
You wanted to hold my hand
I gave it,
You wanted to stay by my side
I let you,
You wanted to know my stories
I told them,
You wanted my love
I gave it,

You wanted my heart,
It was yours from the start

But in all of the things that I gave you,
I guess it wasn't enough

I hardly laugh and I keep my thoughts to myself,
I don't want anyone to know my ideas,
or to hold my hand.

My heart has holes, gaps that 
no one can mend.

This is one reason our story said
The End

~Morgan Elizabeth
Composed on 2-19-12

Just the beginning

Hello! This is the beginning of my new blog!
This is where I will post all of my poems that I have made!
Please enjoy!