A Possibility

There is a possibility

that I wished wrong

There is a possibility 

that there was something there

There was a possibility 

that I thought I felt something 

for you

I was so sure

for so long

that all I ever was going to be

was the

simple girl that nobody bothered

But as mother nature 

would have it,

I was the top of

conversation

Eyes followed me everywhere,

it was hard to have a 

moments alone.

And I wished more than anything that

I would fade into the ground

and never be seen by anyone again

But as soon as you crossed

the parking lot

I wished that I would

never see that simple girl again

But sadly,

not everything happens as we

wish it would

My wish came late, and

from that moment, 

I was as grey as the clouds that 

constantly covered the sky

No matter what I did, or what I said
I ended up every night
crying myself to sleep over you
I couldn't help it
and none of my past helped at all


I couldn't stand to believe that
I liked you
I didn't want to admit it,
not even to myself

But when the tears were streaming so
easily down my
face,
I still couldn't bring myself to dismiss the
thought
that I knew you

And I still say today,

that

There was always a possibility 

that I loved you

And I'll forever wish I
had admitted that
long ago


~MorganElizabeth