Mistakes -His POV-

I closed my eyes
Not wanting to slip into reality
I had enough of that for one night
I wanted to go back to my fantasy

I dreamed
Of the time when I first saw her eyes
Hypnotized would be the word to describe
I'm not sure why I ever gave my goodbyes

That's right, its because I didn't
Everything was just right
Everyday, I would see her smile
And I walked away, what a fool was I

I'm not sure why I didn't wait
She was just a few months under my age
Was it really worth it?
To let her go so soon
Wholly crow, was I a fool!

It was all perfect,
Everyday I talked to her
All day,
And late into the night

And then she went on a vacation with her family for the week
I didn't talk to her
But do I have an excuse as to why?
If I did, it was too pathetic to remember

I didn't see her after she got back,
Her smile was fading
It wasn't there all the time
A scowl soon took the smiles place
If I had only known
It was because of me

Here I am today
Regretting what I did so long ago
She is now happy
She now laughs
But its not my hand shes holding
No, not mine

I got a call this afternoon
It was the girl I professed my 'love' to
All I got was hate and scorn
Everyday, just the same

I hope one day I'll have the guts
To say I'm sorry
Because I truly am
I was just a boy then,
But now I'm a man

Those green eyes
Will never escape my mind
And when I wake from my dream
I'll be back in reality
But that's okay
Its a punishment for all my mistakes

For all my mistakes
A regret was made
I was o so careless
I gave up something,
I can't replace